Thursday, April 21, 2011

C'est Moi!

I don't usually post photos of myself. Even if I do so, typically I'd sensor my eyes. I'm just hoping someone won't steal my photo and steal my identity entirely (as if i'm worth the effort! =p). Moving on, because I'm trying my best to have a blog post EVERYDAY. It has to be meaningful also or at least sensible.

So here's a short sensible part. Ever since I've turned 19, things have changed. I mean, there were really a lot of changes. From taste, clothes, perspective and etc. This actually scared me. The fact that "I have matured". I remember when I was in Gr. 2, I was afraid that I will not become mature. You know how it's sooo true that when you're young you want to be old already and when you're already old, you'd just rather be young. Funny how at 19, I already feel that. I haven't even hit two decades and I'm six years away from 25 to feel quarter-life crisis. Entering college wasn't hard for me. The change there didn't affect me that much but it did; in the middle to the end of my sophomore year.

Suddenly you'll find out life is a bitch. But there's so many wonderful things in life too. That the best way to live it is with balance. Have good times with friends, family and by yourself. Sometimes why don't you stop and just cherish the beauty around you. I've learned aesthetics through photography. There are times everything just looks so wonderful and I have to capture it before it's gone. Although life isn't just about all the good stuff. I have to work hard to achieve my goals and dreams. Read, learn, build myself up everyday. I have to find my passion and make sure I'm living up to my potential. And sometimes we just have to take a leap of faith to get there. Don't wait for opportunities; just make it happen. With problems and troubles face them and never back down. But if you do fall, prop yourself up right away. Don't give up and hang in there! Be strong all the time. Life is too short and we only get one chance at life.

If only it's possible to just go and follow the Spanish "Que sera, sera", the French "C'est La Vie!" and the Latin "Carpe Diem" sayings.

posted by: mars @ 9:02 PM

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